what's happened in the past year?they go so so fast.

i always feel i accomplish nothing each day. my brain feels scrambled and i can't concentrate.

i wrote this a little over a year ago. my hair's grown a little since then,, it gets in my eyes more but isn't long enough for me to pull it back into a pony tail. retwists actually arent that bad, i can get them done in a day if i put my mind to it.

so far i've been mentally stable enough to hold down a part-time job for far longer than in the past. still, i'm nervous and exhausted but I think I can hang on for longer. it's a step forward but i'm not going fast enough.