i've been looking through my older art recently (at least what i've managed to save through the years, i'm bad at that) since im figuring out what to upload. they make me wince a little bit, but i am considering sharing them here.

also i'm sometimes startled to see a piece that i thought i made this year was actually made a year or two ago! it's almost as if two years is just one year for me.

i always feel that i don't create as much as i should, or that i don't commit to my projects hard enough to see them through. which is silly! i'm not doing this for anyone else but me; i've never been under a deadline to make art for anyone else either. so, i wonder where such a strange feeling came from.

it could be because i feel i don't really accomplish anything in the rest of my life, so art is my thing and i put a lot of weight on it. is that a bad thing?